Thursday, March 16, 2006
10:28 PM

erm....i really dunno wat to do le...i've lose my direction...mani ppl expect a lot frm me, bt it seems lyk i dun have e ability to make others hav faith in me..although they r....it is really a torture for me indeed. with nobody around, nobody help. ppl at our age dun really take things seriously, they keep doing e irresponsible things, n i've kept give them my forgiveness.....Am i so easy to bully or wat...We are all fri, i dun wan to make anione's life difficult or hard, i wont. bt at least, u should noe ur limit..i oso hav my own limit. dun ever excess it, orelse i dunno wat.....

onli few persons can really do research,, then those who suppose to go libraRY, DUN WAN TO GO,,,those who suppose to do wat thing, nv finish..everytime is lyk tis...wat can i say?

then experiment progress oso noe body record, i hav to ask every single one to do...i noe i oso gt fault...
bt pls..i need u guys help, its a team work, cooperation!

there r loz of ways to find information except for net..y can't u jus go library, n simplt flip few pages...
i dun wan to continue sitting in front of my com until 3,4 am n doing e stupid research...i wan systematically .....
i really fed up le...deadline is approaching...it seems lyk nobody even care....
no answering phone,,,handphone nv ans....meetign come late...what else surprise u all still wan to give me??

after sku reopen, everyi getting busy again....no time no time..everytime is e same excuse..in e end..ppl who panick is everyone of us...ppl who get blamed r *****

okok...i dun wan to say le...hope u guys especially those who always late de, watch ur own behavious..i dun wan to say much!!

now i list out:

doing experiments: all members.
record down resluts: Chih Yong
Double check results: Chin Xiang
Report writing: Chee How Chih Yong.


No change! dun give me ani excuse, i dun care whether u r sick or no time, finish ur work first...

I could be very gentle n l***, I oso could be fierce...
Thanks for ur cooperation n understanding!

[ this is how it all started* ]